haha.. this few daes haven haf the chance to go online.. super busy sia..
now back to blogging again..think many things change liao and it seems to become worst and worst.i think is because ppl do change,and it somehow affected me ..i oso dunno y.
anyway.. let everything end here la. y bother to carry on if there is no reason to do so at all.
let all unhappiness go away and move on ba.just move on la..
infact i dosent like us to end up like this. noe we cant be frens and the chances of becoming frens
is nearly impossible..nth we could do,no matter how hard u try, i try or anything. HAPPY JIU HAO! bear no grudges,no hatred and everything.
i happen to read this in a book and it goes like this
Moutain of God
Thought that I was all alone Broken and afraid But You were there with me Yes, You were there with me And I didn't even know That I had lost my way But You were there with me Yes, You were there with me 'Til You opened up my eyes I never knew That I couldn't ever make it Without You Even though the journey's long And I know the road is hard Well, the One who's gone before me He will help me carry on After all that I've been through Now I realize the truth That I must go through the valley To stand upon the mountain of God As I travel on the road That You have lead me down You are here with me Yes, You are here with me I have need for nothing more Oh, now that I have found That You are here with me Yes, You are here with me I confess from time to time I lose my way But You are always there To bring me back again Sometimes I think of where it is I've come from And the things I've left behind But of all I've had, what I possessed Nothing can quite compare With what's in front of me With what's in front of meI was regretting the pastand fearing the future.Suddenly my Lord was speaking:My name is I AM." He paused.I waited. He continued.When you live in the past, with its mistakes and regrets, it is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WAS. When you live in the future,With its problems and fears,it is hard. I am not there.My name is not I WILL BE.When you live in this moment,It is not hard. I am here.My name is I AM.if there's ever a chance, I'd like to minimize all the screened windows and maximizethe open onesit'd be nice to fall out of the gaping window, into the breezeonly to find that flying has always been possiblethough not expected, if everwe only dream of some dreams escaping our minds and flirting with real timewhat I dream of confirms negation and grips probabilityand still there are hopes & goals [dreams?] that see fit to be fit and we all sayin time, in time, in time.in time.ok, fine: I want to fall out ten windows, seize ten dreams... but looselyfor flying.
understand?bet u dun!