arghh. my com is crashing soon... is somehow being down..haiz. anyway.. think only after exam den i will repair ba.. haha.. so have to wait quite long before my next entry.. sorry!=D... yupp.. back to entry again..
yups.recently did many things with many friends.. like hanging out more often den usual.. coz i hasnt been going to sch for the past few days.. staying at home and going out at the same time.. the sad thing is i have not start my revsion at all.n my classmaes have already done so.. feeling quite stress now.. fear that i will fail and wont be promoted.. hope it wont happen.. hasnt been attending sch maybe because i want to avoid things.. kind of sick of sch and some things..
yupp. during the days i did not go sch.. i still can hear unpleasant things abt someone.. and it did somehow affect me in some way.. seeing how ppl criticrise someone, and everyhing they say seems very true. i tried not to believe because i still trust u.. i think.. maybe wad they say is true.. and everything that i have gone through may be a bluff, a lie, or even a fraud.. i dunno and i doesnt wish to know also.somehow i feel very disappointed..maybe with myself.. how could i allow myself to fall into this endless well.. am i too simple? or simply too stupid?? i am trying to get the everything right and i think i have sort out my thinking towards certain things..not going to sch is another thing ..
i hate jiayi!!!!!!!! lol.. haha..peh jia yi sucks to the core!!!!the faraway horzion.clouds drifting above .a call in the pen.mooing all e while.longing for it's mother's face..sadness lingers around me...