And i thought i had it put behind me long time ago
Saturday, September 30, 2006
There's the door, take a look at it. I can't make you go in, only you can do that for yourself. When you finally choose to enter, then, what you do in there, is totally up to you. I can't hold your hand.
i used to wait and wait as a meditator for the ULTIMATE TRUTH OF EXISTENCE to come and plop in my lap -I was prepared to wait forever. Well, it never happened, because I was living in fantasy land. I wasn't willing to hunker down and do the work. The truth was always there; it is always there. It's everywhere, all at once, you can't miss it. But I did! I was always looking for something better. I couldn't face up to my own life, and take in the simple beauty of it. I couldn't take in all the pain, and sorrow....
Y and i wish/
12:58 PM
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Name:Kong barbara
i wish i could put everything i felt into words.
but words fail us all sometimes.