And i thought i had it put behind me long time ago
Saturday, September 30, 2006


There's the door, take a look at it.
I can't make you go in, only you can do that for yourself.
When you finally choose to enter,
then,
what you do in there,
is totally up to you.
I can't hold your hand.

i used to wait and wait as a meditator for the ULTIMATE TRUTH OF EXISTENCE to come and plop in my lap
-I was prepared to wait forever.
Well, it never happened,
because I was living in fantasy land.
I wasn't willing to hunker down and do the work.
The truth was always there; it is always there. It's everywhere, all at once, you can't miss it.
But I did!
I was always looking for something better.
I couldn't face up to my own life,
and take in the simple beauty of it.
I couldn't take in all the pain, and sorrow....

Y and i wish/

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Name:Kong barbara
i wish i could put everything i felt into words.
but words fail us all sometimes.

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