And i thought i had it put behind me long time ago

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

You know a dream is like a river,
ever changing as it flows.
And a dreamer's just a vessel that must follow where it goes.
Trying to learn from what's behind you
and never knowing what's in storemakes each day a constant battle
just to stay between the shores.
And I will sail my vessel till e river runs dry.
Like a bird upon the wind,
these waters are my sky.
I'll never reach my destination
Too many times we stand aside and let the water slip away.
To what we put off till tml has now become today.So don't you sit upon the shore and say you're satisfied.

Do not compare, criticize nor compete!
Stop competing, start excelling!=)!
Just concentrate finishing your own race
do not cross over and look at someone else's lane.

yupp currently i'm at home stoning.. after both the physic paper and chemistry paper.. i feel super relieved..just have to baer with another few days and i can play until i drop dead!.. i hope.and i hope.. i will do well and carry on from there. though i hasnt been putting much effort in studying..but i did try to study for awhile. wih the company of frens..
yupp. erm.. yest. msg someone for awhile.. e conversation goes like this:

me: hey. gd luck for ur paper tml
someone:oh ok ok.. thanks..how's your exam
me:hai hao. best of luck tml.
someone:oh..y u say until like no confidence of yourself de.. ok..
thanks..thanks. i study until dunno wad to study liao.
me:....dunno lehh. e exam is lyk insulting our intelligence likedat.den u lehh?super confidence ah?
someone:haha .. that's means u can do very well lor:) guess so.. physic is like nth much to study ma. but chem think i die liao..
me:maybe lorr. no nid study oso can do one..super insult one. likedat oso gd la..
someone: hahah.. oh.. i hate mole concept. hai me f9 lor
me:now my mind only got MOLE CONCEPT. and physic formula. hah. pass all my bad luck to u.yeah!! den i'll do well in both physic and chem. haha..
someone:haha. no chey. everything is well store in my brain. wont forget so easily de hor.

yupp. think enough le la..is just part of the conversation that i have with someone.. think i kind of missing it.. we used to bicker and call eachother names. now, we longer talk.. rarely.. suddenly tot of the happy times..so nice so gd.. haha.. though the time is short but i still nv forget.. really lorr..u happy jiu hao!

i'm really missing something! sighs...
one moment i am content and happy..next thing i know.. landed on some sadness.life is gruesome..

The world is a dangerous place to live
, not because of the people who are evil,
but because of the people who don't do anything about it.
~ Albert Einstein~

Sometimes I wonder why I think so far and so much.
Because the only person who suffers...is me.
"We promise according to our hopes,and perform according to our fears."- La Rochefourauld -
How true.
Too many times I've hoped for something and gotten another because fear got in the way and messed things up.
It's amazing how we let fear and worry control our lives.sighs...

Y and i wish/

12:56 PM