i used to know the sound of a smile in your voice,but right now all i feel,is the pain of the fighting starting off againyou know the things we talk about,you know they stay on my mind.tdy went to raffles hotel to celebrate my niece birthday.. wow! the lunch was suoer nice .. eat till i nearly can vomit.. and mind you, is a 6 star hotel.. is located near bugis there... oh man! .. how i wish my birthday lunch will be there... hahaha.. i waiting for it.. though tdy, i tried not to do THIS THING, but once again, i did the things that i shouldnt be doing at all. i did mention in my last post that, i will not do this anymore. i make it clear that it was the last time i'm going to do it, but , somehow, i did it again. oh SHUCKS! how could i!!!.. i couldnt stop my fingers at all.. and somehow, i'm kind of regretting now.. how am i going to face it?? think tdy was the worst day for me. couldnt understand wad the bloody hell i'm doind at all. all the things that i'm doing now, is super super wrong..i'm not used being myself now.. somehow, i feel super lost. it seems that i cant forget anything at all..as strong as a cactus in the desert,but when it all boils down to this,i'm like a small little flower.in the path of a incoming hurricane.You know how i can never be too sure about anything... inflicted pain.Labels: nowtheniknowicantforget